Flash Fiction — Payment In Kind

February 8, 2010 by Gladys Hobson

Payment In Kind by Gladys Hobson. Flash Fiction — 250 words

Payment In Kind

A sickly scent of peaches mingling with the stench of rotting cabbage and fish assailed his nostrils, blocking airways and invading taste buds — yuk! Unrelenting pain blotted out the who, why and where of his existence.
Wailing and thumping noises, that might have been music had he not descended into hell, gave him a clue as to the where. Somewhere near the Barn Owl nightclub. The alley?
He forced open an eye. Clinging slime wiped across the exposed cornea and stung like hell. He tried to push away the offending garbage but each move shunted him deeper into a gooey pit. Terrified that the oblivion he craved might be permanent rather than temporary relief, he tried to think.

Whirlwind flashbacks: dancing with Maria, flirting with Maria, sex with Maria…. Who the hell is Maria? Maria… Maria… Maria. The nightclub’s pole dancer? Sex again with Maria. In walks a Pole with a menacing chunk of wood, demanding money. A pimp with a pole? A Pole pimp’s pole? Ha, ha, ahhhhh…. Agony… agony.
Money… money… money. No money left…. Crack! Ahhhhh….
Must get help. Don’t move… scream. No, don’t scream. Pimp with a pole out there. Want to vomit. Don’t vomit, don’t groan, don’t move, quiet — play dead.
Hell of a racket nearby.
Noise, stench, slime, rolling, lifting… up… up… up — over… down… sinking… crushing… ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Valinsky watched through the nightclub office window as the waste-disposal truck pulled away. He grinned. Fair payment for Maria’s services. Good profit in illicit pig food.

Fantail Fantasy — short story by Gladys Hobson

January 29, 2010 by Gladys Hobson

This brief story was inspired by a fantail pigeon that visited our garden nearly every day. Fifteen or more pigeons, ranging from pure white to dappled beige, came to feed from seeds dropped from our bird trays, plus rice and seed I threw out to them. They became quite tame and would come to the kitchen window and other windows and tap — having trained me to throw out food for them!
But the fantail was my favourite. It amused me with its fluffy ‘bootees’, and delighted me by its fantastic flight with its wings and tail fully extended. Unfortunately, a neighbour (who fed the pigeons and housed them in a dovecote) found it in her garden with its head bitten off.
It is this fantail that inspired this story (the nucleus of a novel yet to be written?)
We do not have a photograph of the fantail but this is one of a clever pigeon that managed to shake seeds to the ground for other pigeons to eat. Curiously, it did not eat them itself, just kept providing seeds for the flock.

Pigeon (not a fantail) scattering the seed for the flock!

Fantail Fantasy

Pure white, the fantail pigeon — feathers lightly surrounding its headless spread-eagled corpse — lay on the fragrant, newly-mown grass, the red of a little blood drawing the eye to the dreadful tragedy of nature in the raw.
Tears streamed down Annie’s cheeks. For weeks she had watched that angelic bird feed off the tray in her rose-scented garden, wondering at the sight of such a magnificent creature. Her sore eyes had followed the bird’s flight: feathers caught in sunlight, beauty in motion, and a healing balm to her weary spirit. With joy she had fed it with rice, slowly getting it to come closer but never close enough to feed from her hand. And now it never would.
To her, the bird had been a comforting reminder of her dead husband, a breeder of fantail pigeons. She could see him as he lovingly nurtured each one with food held in his hand. But unhappy memories of the birds being taken away after his death continued to haunt her. She should have stopped them. Her family had no right to sell what were hers and Larry’s. She could have looked after them, if only she’d had a little help.
She smiled at how Larry had thwarted their efforts to keep them apart, This magnificent specimen had returned. Everyone had said it was too young to be one of Larry’s birds and wasn’t tame enough anyway, but she knew better. ‘Don’t you tell me that bird isn’t Larry’s. I know it is… don’t ask me why, I just know it. You know nothing, about pigeons, or Larry.’
Now the bird had been murdered. Just like Larry had been. That was no accident when the truck ran over Larry’s head, no matter what the coroner has said. ‘Oh Larry, they are trying to separate us. But they won’t succeed.’
Letting go her walking frame and ignoring the pain that racked her arthritic limbs, with deep reverence she stooped to pick up the pigeon’s lifeless body. Tears now mingling with the dried blood, a glossy red gleamed in the bright sunlight, uniting her fragile life to the motionless corpse.
As Annie reached for the bird, her legs suddenly gave way. She reached the ground with a snap of her bones. Drenched in a red haze, agonising pain shot through her whole body, now burning with fire.
Annie embraced the bird and held it to her breast, It was Larry, her Larry.
The torture ceased. Joy burst from the heart that had been broken the day her Larry died. As life now misted from her body, she knew, without doubt, Larry had come to carry her home.
Psychedelic light, tongues of angels, fragrant scents, sensual touch, blended together in an unspeakable rapture as she felt herself lifted up… up….
Larry… Larry… she tried to say, but the words would not come.

‘She’s coming round.’
‘Thank you, doctor. We thought we’d lost her,’ said a familiar voice.
‘Close call. But she’s not out of the woods yet.’
‘All over that damn pigeon. It’s a nursing home from now on,’ The voice grew louder in Annie’s ear. ‘Did you hear that, Mother? Fractured bones because of that stupid pigeon. Whatever possessed you to pick it up?’
Tears welled up in Annie’s eyes. Larry… Larry… but still the words refused to come.
The voices drifted away. A blanket of peace descended.

Annie’s heart had stopped beating, but her lips were smiling.

Poem — December Chill

January 23, 2010 by Gladys Hobson

December Chill

She sits there…
June in the December of her life:
withered skin,
eyes unseeing
speech mangled,
a stroke deadening half her brain
leaving her part vegetable,
part human,
the human crying out to walk and talk again.

Not yet rotting in dark grave
but compelled
to dwell in darkness
inside a swift decaying shell.
‘Bell. Someone’s at the door,’
June tries to say
in garbled words
desperate to be heard.

‘No one’s at the door,’
her husband bellows above the din of
shouting crowds
and thundering hooves
of horses at a racetrack many miles away,
brought into their room
courtesy of BBC
on a TV screen
that June will never see.

‘Bell… door… bell,’ June insists,
frantic to let her caller in —
a hand to hold?
a voice to cheer?
a friend to read?
Awkwardly she struggles
to loudly speak the words —
‘Bell… open…the… door.’

‘No one’s at the bloody door,’
her husband, minus hearing aid,
yells in rage.
‘You’re always hearing doorbells ring
when no one’s bloody there.
For god’s sake, woman —
Shut up!
I’m trying to watch the race.’

I do not ring the bell again,
I walk on home,
James Herriot book in bag…
sad for June, for whom I read
and for a gentle man
that once I knew
but would never be the same again.
Yes, weeping for the suffering endured
when life with meaning is no more.

By Gladys Hobson 2009
Based on a true incident.

The Visitor, a short story by Gladys Hobson

January 19, 2010 by Gladys Hobson

The Visitor

“Don’t leave me, Mam. Please, please, don’t leave me,” Betty whispered, not loud enough for her mother to hear.
She didn’t want to be alone in the house. She didn’t want to see herself off to school, but Mam had to go out to work. She knew it but didn’t like it.
Her mother walked into the kitchen with a brush in her hand.
“Be a good girl. I’ll be back before you get home,” she said, brushing dog hairs from Betty’s navy skirt and cherry-red jumper.
“Do keep away from Terry. You know he’s moulting.”
Her mother sounded weary and Betty didn’t want to worry her with her fears.
“I’ll try.” She looked at Terry. The dog was stretched out in front of the guarded fire with one eye open. He always knew when Mam was going out.

Betty had to go to school when the hands said half past twelve o’clock, and they were nearly there.
It was a long way to school and she had to walk there alone. It was all right when it had been her proper school but that had closed while air raid shelters were being built. So now they shared a school, just going for a half a day. Her sister was now a junior and her times were different. Betty sat on the rag rug in front of the kitchen range, half-strangling her dog with affection.
“I don’t want to go to school, Terry. I want to stay here with you.”
Betty had been away from school for a whole term recovering from scarlet fever. It had been hard trying to catch up, and she had no special friends of her own. Everybody else had friends, but she had to make new ones.
Tears rolled down her cheeks. She knew she was being a big baby; after all she was seven years old and not an infant. She usually walked to school by herself so why cry about it? She knew why. Her mam had gone to work and left her alone. But Mam would be back before she got home from school. Or would she? Suppose something happened on the way to school? Suppose something happened to her mother? Suppose she got run over? Suppose a plane dropped a bomb and Mam got killed? Bombs did drop sometimes. One day the sirens had sounded when she was on her way to school and she’d had to run into a dank, pee-smelling air-raid shelter. It was horrid. A bomb might have dropped on the shelter. She might have never have come out again.
Loath to leave the cosy, baking-aromatised kitchen, Betty slowly put on her coat and picked up her gas mask.
“Oh Terry, I don’t want to go to school.”
The house creaked. It often did. Heavy vehicles travelling to, or coming from, the Bromstone Ordinance Depot — just a mile away — was a regular event.
Betty watched the hands of the clock move forwards. She would have to run now, but instead she sat on the floor again and put her arms around Terry. The dog whimpered as though trying to comfort her.
“I love you, my doggie.” Terry’s huge tongue licked away her tears.
A few moments later, she took off her coat and lay on the rug beside her dog. “I don’t feel well.”
A huge rumble shook the house. Betty jumped to her feet and ran down the passage to look out of the front room window, stuck over with strips of gummed paper. Another huge rumble as a tank rolled onwards to its destination. Now lorries were following the tanks, all the vehicles painted in the same patchy shades of khaki.
Soon they were gone and silence returned. The front room, cold without a fire, seemed unfriendly. Betty returned to sit in front of the guarded kitchen range, hugging Terry.
The clock ticked on. Betty removed her coat, now thick with black hairs from her mongrel dog, and hung it on the low hook on the wall near the passage door.
“Too late to go to school now, Terry.”
The dog gave a low muttering sound, and climbed into his small low armchair in the corner by the range. Betty squashed up next to him with the dog’s head on her knees: more comfortable than the hard kitchen chairs around the scrubbed kitchen table. The clock ticked on. Betty closed her eyes.

Luftwaffe pilot, Erich Hoffmann, struggled out of his burning plane. He had to be quick, not only to escape injury, but to escape ending the war in a prison camp. He was thankful to be in one piece. The others had chosen to leave the plane by parachute — the safest route in the circumstances. Had they not been flying over a town when hit, he would have left with them. On the way down, struggling with the controls, he’d felt pleased to have made the right choice: a school was directly in the plane’s path. He may be a German out to win a war but he despised Nazi ethics. It took all his strength and ingenuity to glide the plane over buildings and land in a field just beyond gardens with small huts and glasshouses — Gartenkolonie?
Disregarding pain from heavy bruising over a large part of his body, Erich raced across the scorched field, over the fence and into the allotments, hoping to find a place to hide until he sorted out his next move. At the far end, he found a shed door unlocked. He dived quickly inside. With any luck, it might be thought the plane had crashed after all the crew had escaped, or the pilot had died trying to land. Certainly not much left of his Heinkel now, a couple of explosions had seen to that. He’d been lucky to escape flying metal. At least, fatal-sized pieces: a small fragment in his leg was now giving him hell.
He rested in a broken armchair and looked out of a dirty window, its shattered glass held together by multiple strips of sticky paper. Rows of houses were only three hundred yards away. He saw no one around. Likely their occupants were in shelters. In the other direction, towards the bombed depot, flames were shooting into the sky. Gutes Ziel! Even so, a flash of remorse for lives lost hit his conscience. He pushed it aside. Der ist krieg.
Erich looked around the hut. He found what he needed — an old coat and overalls to change into. He carefully stripped off his flying suit and put on the smelly garments. The sweaty odour of the English owner offended his sensibilities but, at that moment, he was more concerned at the state of his leg. Should it start to bleed profusely, it could give him away. With a small knife he always carried with him, he ripped a piece of strapping from his flying suit and bound the leg over the wound, cringing at the pain. The embedded shrapnel would have to be surgically removed later. With luck, he could reach the RAF airfield they had flown over and steal a plane. It surely must be less than ten miles away towards the east, easily found by following the railway line that had taken them to the depot.
From the air, he’d noticed a thick band of trees growing for several miles close to the railway lines. Those trees were just visible beyond the houses he could see from the hut. While emergency services were distracted and civilians were in their air raid shelters, now would be a good time to set off. A grubby old hat lay on the dirty floor amid garden tools. Putting aside feelings of utter disgust, he pulled it over his short-cropped blond hair, dragging the rim down to shade his strong facial features — blue eyes, straight nose and firm jaw. He decided his face would look too young and clean for the way he was dressed, so he rubbed it over with a little dirt from the floor. Then he noticed the old boots and reluctantly pulled them onto his feet, His precious flying boots would have to be discarded, along with the rest of what might identify him. He rolled the clothes together and ran with them towards the hedge by a gate leading to a lane. In a thicket of brambles he discarded his tell-tale clothing.

The sound of the air raid siren and Terry wailing woke Betty from her slumber. Fear gripped her whole body, but her concern was mostly for Terry. She held him close. “It’s all right, Terry. I won’t let anyone hurt you. Maybe we should go to the air raid shelter? No, I don’t like it there. Let’s hide in the cupboard under the stairs. No, that’s dark. We’ll go in the wash-house.”
She took him outside and saw the puffs of smoke in the sky and heard rumbling noises. She stood mesmerised as flashes lit up the clouds and a plane came down in flames. Terrified of all the noise, Terry ran off. Betty caught the dog as he tried to jump over the wall, and dragged him to her favourite hiding place — under the huge sink in the wash-house.
“We’ll be all right here, Terry. Don’t worry, I’ll look after you.”
As time went by, Betty started shivering. “Let’s go back inside. It’s quiet now. We’ll soon have the all clear.”
Back in the kitchen, Betty gave Terry a dog biscuit and she had a cake. “We have to keep our strength up,” she told the dog. “Mam’s always telling us that. I think I need lemonade too. You can have a tiny bit in your water. Mam says we should drink plenty of water. You can keep yours, I like lemonade.”
She shovelled a little coal on the fire. “It’s cold today, Terry.”
Suddenly a loud explosion rocked the house. Betty screamed; the dog howled.
“That was close. Come on, better hide again.”
Back under the sink in the wash-house, the dog lay trembling. Then suddenly his ears pricked up and his eyes roamed towards the boiler where a pile of dirty washing had been stacked ready for the weekly wash. A low growl escaped his throat.
Betty followed her dog’s gaze. Why had Mam put that dirty old boot among the sheets? To be boiled? Why was Terry growling? Had he seen a mouse, or worse — a rat? She screamed. The dog shot forward and dived his nose into the sheets.
Betty’s yelling filled the washhouse as sheets, pillowcases, shirts, knickers and vests shot into the air, and a man appeared —Terry’s teeth attached to his ankle.
The man, obviously in pain but tight-lipped, was trying to wrench his leg free. He looked at her pleadingly. “Please, call off dog, or I will hit him — hard.”
“Terry, come here. Bad dog!” But who was this man in their wash-house? Was he frightened of the air raid like her? Why was he talking funny?
The dog released his victim and, whimpering, crawled behind Betty.
“No, not bad dog,” said the stranger, nursing his bleeding ankle. “Good dog defending mistress. But I do not hurt little girls.”
“Are you frightened of the air raid?”
“I was having little sleep. I’m a… what you say… man of the road? Wounded soldier… no work.”
“Oh, I am sorry. My uncle is a wounded soldier. He’s lost both his legs. My dad works at the depot. It’s being bombed again. I hope he’s all right.”
“Where is your mutter?”
“Mutter?”
“Er… mamma… mother?”
“Mam had to go out. I should be at school, but… er… I’m home sick,” she lied, feeling herself blushing.
“So, you are alone?”
“No, Terry is with me.”
“Terry? Oh, the dog. When will your mother be home?”
“Soon, I think. Don’t know really. She’s always in when I get home from school.”
“What is your name?” His face looked as if he had lots of pain.
“I’m Betty. Do you hurt? We have some aspirins.”
“You are kind, Betty. I have to go soon. I am going to take this.” He held up a pillowcase and began tearing it. “For wound, you understand.” He rolled up a trouser leg.
Betty saw the nasty bite on his ankle. “Can I help you?”
He was already binding the leg. “Thank you. I can do it myself. …See? All done.”
“I’m sorry Terry hurt you.” She wanted to make the stranger better. He looked tired and hungry. Tramps were always hungry. They often called asking for food. “Would you like some bread? Mam makes it herself. I can spread it with marg and jam. Mam makes the jam. We’ve got raspberries in the garden. Would you like some? I’ve got some lemonade. Would you like it?”
“You are kind. I will just have water from this tap and go.”
“Must you?” It was nice to have someone to talk to.
“Yes, I must.” He drank straight from the tap near the clothes boiler and wiped a hand across his mouth. “I have a long way to go. Please, Betty, tell no one that I came here. Let this be our secret.”
She watched him stand up straight, wince and mutter “Gott!” He tucked the rest of the torn pillowcase into a pocket. “One day, I will return your kindness.”
She walked with him to the back gate leading to the lane. Quickly pulling a few raspberries from the canes, she held them out. “Try them, they’re ever so sweet.”
He smiled, took them from her and threw them into his mouth, leaving a red stain on his pale lips. “You too are sweet.”
She smiled. She liked the funny way he talked. She had a sudden thought. “I don’t know your name?”
“Erich. But that is our secret. You understand?”
Betty nodded. She knew about secrets and how to keep them.
She watched him look up and down the road, limp quickly towards the railway arch and then disappear. Turning round, she saw smoke rising from the fields beyond the houses and remembered the plane she had seen on fire. What had happened to the men inside? She couldn’t see what was taking place there, but she heard a lot of noise — shouting and vehicles revving. Then a lorry passed by the end of the lane. It stopped, reversed, and a voice shouted to her:
“Have you seen any strangers round here, missy? Might be in flying clothes. But could be wearing anything stolen from a line or a shed.
“No, only a friend.”
The man waved, and the lorry drove on.
“Come on, Terry,” she called to her dog. “Listen, that’s the all clear sounding. We’re safe now. We are all safe.”

June 2nd 1953
While family and friends were watching the Coronation on television, a packet containing a pair of pillowcases was left on the back doorstep of Betty’s house.

To read other short stories by Gladys Hobson, visit other posts here and also go to Magpies Nest Publishing (sample stories from Still Waters Run Deep, Northern Lights, chapters from novels, and also Red Boxes.)

More Dress Designs From the 1950’s

January 15, 2010 by Gladys Hobson




I have been in the attic again and brought out a pile of drawings I did when I was freelance designing in the 1950’s (these are late 1950’s).

These pictures are not brilliant. The drawings were in pencil and I could hardly see the lines. So I photocopied them – the darkest I could use. Then I photographed and adjusted them to get reasonable pictures. It is quite obvious, so no one can say they are copies of other people’s designs. I have lots more – underwear, housecoats, nightwear, dresses, housecoats, separates.

I really enjoyed being a designer. I found it quite thrilling to have thousands of garments made from a single design. And to see them in shop windows and, occasionally, people wearing them. How lovely if my books became that popular! Not likely though. It seems odd to work hard for many months writing a novel, re-writing and editing several times until it is polished and ready for submitting to a publisher, but unable to find an agent. So much work involved in just doing that. At least I have Magpies Nest Publishing and that gets my books into local shops. And yet, a dress design can be done in minutes when inspired and the pattern in about an hour. I did not find it hard to sell them either.

But we move on and I moved on to teaching. That can be very rewarding too.

So why write?

Sometimes writing pulls like a magnet. When I first started writing, I would be up at three in the morning, tapping at the keys. At the moment I’m resting!

Of Wasted Food and Prudence

January 14, 2010 by Gladys Hobson

Wasted food? What waste?

We constantly hear about all the food WE waste every year, what it is doing to our pockets as well as the environment.

I get very annoyed. I feel like yelling, ‘Please don’t include US in this waste statement, we are careful not to waste anything.’

Hardly anything goes into our general waste bin. Recycling stuff gets sorted and no food is left to throw away. It seems insane to waste money on food, which is unlikely to be eaten.

Of course, we were brought up in the days of rationing. Nothing was wasted. But we did not have the money to waste on uneaten food, or anything else, for that matter.

In wartime we had to queue for those little extras like offal — tripe, liver, kidneys, lungs, tongue, brains, trotters, dripping etc. and luxuries like rabbit. At one time we had to queue for bread. (I guess that was after our baker stopped calling at the house.) And, oh what tension to queue an hour, or more, for fish and chips, in the hope that they had not run out of fish before we were served. Fish with chips was usually for my dad, but we might get some crispy bits for a penny. We got pretty good at being inventive with food and I never recall us going hungry. Sweets being on ration was a good thing, and so was getting cod liver oil and malt every day. We ate vegetables and fruit as they came into season.

But we were often cold. Having poor circulation, I had severe chilblains every winter. No central heating and no power points even if we had an electric fire. With little coal due to rationing, there was usually just a fire in the kitchen. Gas often on low power too. That could spoil cakes but everything was eaten and enjoyed just the same. Washing by dolly-tub and mangle, drying outside or over a line in the kitchen. Even if clothes had not been on coupons we did not have the money to buy new ones unless needed. Pipes froze in winter, even those that ran through our bedroom. And beautiful patterns of ice decorated the inside of our bedroom window. Yes, we would play happily in the snow but we sure did suffer afterwards with hot-aches and swollen toes and heels.

You might think that once everything went off ration, and that was some time after the war, we would splash out on food and clothes. To do that would cost money and wages or salaries, and that were not as high as they are today. After we were married, we continued to be careful with our pennies and save for what we really wanted — a home of our own. I made my own clothes and we did our own repairs etc etc. Debt was considered shameful and saving for a rainy day prudent. Retail therapy? ‘Must have’? That would have been a way to ruin.

Credit cards? No such things. Mortgages? Hard to get, and a deposit required. There had to be enough salary of just one breadwinner to make the repayments, or no mortgage.

WASTED FOOD?

To a large extent, I blame the supermarkets that sell ’offers’ — two for one, or three for the price of two, or any three for £10. To buy one only, means you are being overpriced and, unless I want and can use the ‘bargain’ offer, I will not buy at all. Too many fattening foods are sold this way, and too much perishable stuff that is likely to be thrown out. Okay, freezing helps with food like meat, but I prefer to buy according to my meal planning. We have always eaten simple but enjoyable food and I ignore the cookery programmes on TV. Left overs? Plenty of ways to use them up. Why throw money away? For everything that is bought is bought at a budgeted price.
We were taught to cook at school. Simple and satisfying meals, simple receipes that can be adapted to any taste, enriched if required, added to as necessary. Waste was NOT part of planned meals. Nothing thrown in a bin. Soups, broths, pies, turnovers, sandwiches, puddings etc can use up what is left. Nowadays we have fridges to keep things longer too.

Packaging, long-distance travel of people and goods; all these things affect our environment. Moderation in all things would be a good motto for all of us to live by. Prudent buying and a simpler lifestyle can bring greater happiness, than overspend that causes guilty feelings (and comfort eating?)

The Church and Homosexuality

January 10, 2010 by Gladys Hobson

I watched a programme this morning which discusses the big issues of our present day in relation to the Christian Church. There is one lady whose views we often hear, as though, because of her presence on the Church Synod, she stands for the voice of the Church laity. I have always found her views flawed. She happily quotes from the Bible as the Word of God, but like many others with blinkered vision, she quotes only what suits her own position. But this is nothing new.

Throughout the centuries, ironically, the Church has done many cruel things in the name of God — supposedly according to His Word. Yes, I know many Christians over the years have given all — including their lives — to serve their Lord in extreme circumstances, but sometimes it has been an opposing section of the Church that has brought about their suffering. (Some other religions are just as guilty).
Interpretation, not the Bible itself is the problem.

Back to our Laity lady. She happily ignores what the Bible says about women and authority, and puts herself in a place of authority to speak as regards homosexuality. She is far from alone with this homophobia. (I understand she is against women priests too.)

We cannot use the Bible as a rule book to pick and choose what suits our prejudices. Over the years, a considerable amount of serious Biblical study has taken place, in the wider context of religious belief, and using all the tools of modern criticism, to get closer to the words of the original texts and thoughts of the various writers. Certainly the Bible inspires, comforts and aids our understanding of man and man’s view of the world and of the Divine. But using the Bible as Divine truth without our God-given intelligence, has been the cause of suffering, terrorism, and wars throughout the ages. Using it to suit our prejudices is little better.

Some people may squirm at sexual practices that offend their sensibilities, but we must accept these also take place in male-female (loving or otherwise) relationships. They are not confined to males only. Also, every day we see on our TV screens the promiscuous sexual behaviour of youngsters, as well as adults, and they are seemingly encouraged to be so by society in general. These days, it is nonsense to speak of sex as part of marriage only, or of relationships that lead to marriage. That was the accepted morality of when we were young. Marriage often ends in divorce too. What place vows? Even clergy have no better statistics. We are but human.

It is a fact that people are born with sexual leanings. Some boys and girls may have been influenced towards homosexuality, BUT it is totally wrong to stigmatise those who are born what they are – men and women who fall in love with members of their own sex. It seems to me that homosexuals tend to be gentle sensitive people and quite suited to clerical life within the Church. They have the right to perform their ministry with the support of a loving partner.

The love of God and neighbour sums up the Law of God. The fruit of the Spirit reveals who and what we are within a community. What consenting couples do in private is, literally, their own affair.

How to bring a book to public notice?

January 4, 2010 by Gladys Hobson

When Angels Lie video.
I wrote When Angels Lie a while ago. Those who read it were surprised and found it a jolly good read, even though most of them would not normally read a book with this church setting. These readers have included a newspaper reviewer, a bookshop manager, students (male and female) a professor, in fact a whole spectrum of readers from all walks of life aged from 16 to 80 with a with range of taste as regards reading matter.
Ah, but how to get it to the attention of readers everywhere — National Newspapers will not review a book unless it is freely available in every major bookshop. And major bookshops will not stock books unless they are certain of sales — reviews get the sales! At least I have the pleasure of knowing I have written books that are enjoyed.

It is published here in the UK under my pen name Richard L Gray (When Angels Lie, all hell is let loose and Demons Fly!) by my own Magpies Nest Publishing. (Can be bought on line. Free delivery in the UK) and in the USA by AG Press. It is also an Ebook published by Mythica Publishing and can be bought from Amazon (Kindle books – but they show the UK cover there).

When Angels Lie: An Award Winner

Gladys Hobson (aka Richard Gray) has written an award winner with ‘When Angels Lie.’ Daring to take on a subject guaranteed to make some readers squirm, Hobson boldly explores the life of handsome Anglican priest Paul Stringer as he takes on an impoverished parish and pursues a loving affair—with a neighboring male priest. The author follows him as he struggles painfully with a commitment to his church and his desperate need for acceptance and companionship.

Although the two priests determine to keep their personal affair confidential, they learn that suspicions are quick to arise in this small community. Confused by the rebuffs of the parish’s most eligible bachelor, local women begin to grow increasingly suspicious of his often repeated vow of bachelorhood. Worse, the enmity of the church warden, the jealousy of a woman spurned and the sexual escapades of two teenage lovers in the chapel are twisted into a scandal that threatens to expose not only the relationship of the priests but destroy their many accomplishments in the church.

Smoothly, expertly written, the author captures the essence and conflict of human love and religion as they struggle to coexist in a judgmental world. Hobson reveals a church hierarchy attempting to compromise with a nervous reality, and walks the reader ever so beautifully through the torment of a young man deeply devoted to his vows and wanting fervently to serve his parish–with the support of a loving partner. As the story unfolds, however, his options grow more desperate and his torment ever more intense.

Hobson is a writer of the first class, able to build a story quickly and maintain excitement throughout the book. Her characters are full and multidimensional—at times, the reader is torn by compassion and empathy for one and then the other. Such is the making of a fine novel and a book well worth reading. It is unfortunate that books such as these, so worthy of recognition, go unheralded by the literary establishment. I, for one, give it “tens” across the board.

Andrew F. O’Hara, editor, The Jimston Journal
author, The Swan, Tales of the Sacramento Valley

And another full star review:
Young, handsome, and driven, Paul is completely devoted to the practice of his faith as an Anglican priest. With all that he has going for him, it should come as no surprise that he remains square in the sights of many a single woman scattered throughout his doting parish. Unfortunately for them, Paul’s heart is set solely on the pursuit of someone he finds quite special – little does anyone know, though, that someone just happens to be a fellow male priest…

When the two fated lovers eventually surrender to their desires, they begin a passionate, loving – albeit completely clandestine affair – but despite the pleasure of their physical indulgence, both men struggle greatly with the inner spiritual torment stemming from the juxtaposition of their flesh and their faith. Even worse, as suspicions regarding their relationship begin to grow throughout the surrounding community, Paul and his lover soon face the very real prospect of having to contend with the disastrous consequences of their actions – however well-meaning they may be. In light of all the looming controversy, each man is forced to engage in a fierce spiritual battle in order to reconcile the various conflicting elements deep within themselves…

When Angels Lie takes the reader on a piercing, heart-rending and ultimately edifying journey through the deepest recesses of the human soul. Insightfully well-crafted, author Gladys Hobson’s endearing tale does a superb job of humanizing the eternal battle between the spirit and the flesh – a battle, it should be noted, that is no more or less difficult whether centered on homosexuality, addiction, or any other spiritual affliction. In the end, we all struggle daily with issues of acceptance vs. propriety, and the manifestation of this struggle in the form of Paul’s relationship with his lover is guaranteed to inspire serious reflection within the reader on a number of different levels.

With a compelling storyline and well-rounded cast of characters, When Angels Lie is literary jewel that shouldn’t be missed. Kudos to Hobson for launching such a brave headlong foray into what remains a highly controversial topic – and for pulling it off with the utmost class, grace, and much-deserved empathy. Highly recommended.

Tracy Moore
Apex Reviews

NEW EDITION — When Phones Were Immobile and Lived in Red Boxes is now available

December 29, 2009 by Gladys Hobson

Queuing to phone at the corner telephone box!

When Phones Were Immobile and Lived in RED BOXES — ISBN 978-0-9548885-8-9
Now available in Ulverston at the Tinners Rabbit Bookshop, The Novel Cafe, The Corner Bookshop in the Market Hall. Also in Barrow-in-Furness at Heath’s Books and Stationers.
May be purchased on-line (signed if required) at Magpies Nest Publishing or order from any good bookshop (don’t forget ISBN number)
£7.50 – includes P&P if ordered direct from publisher. (UK)

Contents:
Introduction.
Chapter One — School-days:
sewage, sex, sport and school dinners.
Chapter Two — No NHS.
Chapter Three — Of God and Bananas.
Chapter Four — Of war and play.
Chapter Five — Innocent youth or just plain daft?
Chapter Six — Family affairs.
Chapter Seven — I want to be a designer.
Chapter Eight — Moving on to where I started!
Chapter Nine — Boys!
Chapter Ten — You shall go to the ball.
Conclusion — The beginning of the new.
Chapter Eleven — On the move.
Chapter Twelve — Babies !
Chapter Thirteen — Education and all that.
Chapter Fourteen — Practice makes perfect?

This book, enjoyed by young and old – and all those in between – gets passed around whole families — sometimes getting as far as Canada, the USA and Australia!
Excellent reviews. Go to Magpies Nest Publishing for more information and chapters to read.
AS WITH FIRST EDITION, ALL PUBLISHER’S PROFITS (AND AUTHOR ROYALTIES) TO GO TO SAVE THE CHILDREN FUND for work in Africa.

White Christmas and Sun!

December 26, 2009 by Gladys Hobson


Terrible weather for some around the country with hold-ups for many. But how lovely to have the white blanket softening the landscape and blue skies to lift the heart.
With families drawing together, what could be more enchanting.
My heart goes out to those who suffer separation, pain and sorrow.